Archive for December, 2008

Graduation Day








Trainer’s Report
Mid-Term Slave Review

Subject Id: #208
Session Id: #5360

Pain Management 101

  • Subject shows a talent. Recommend focus in this area to explore deeper masochism. Strategies to date incorporate the assumption that pain is energy and can be identified and manipulated through conscious controls:
    • Identify rhythm in the strikes
    • synchronize breathing patterns tot his rhythm
    • use breathing to capture the pain
    • apply visualization and concentration to ‘own the pain’
    • control and steer the flow of energy

Self Expression

  • Narrative Visualization techniques are applied in an attempt to break the cycle of repressed verbal behaviors, esp. sexual.
  • The addition of a blindfold increases positive response.
  • Stimulus, electricity and verbal guidance further contribute to develoment.

Voice Controls

  • Diction and grammar are good, making the subject a good candidate for speech and voice training.
    • Think Before You Speak
    • Pause for a Beat:

    Mid Term Assessments

    • Self social Identity (how she sees herself in this world):
    • Service girl woman – what percentage of the time is she love this?
    • Feels she needs more patience
    • Attracted to – knowledge, confidence, strictness, kindness
    • Depth – claims to not have been past anger in BDSM
    • Difficult letting go to express herself results in sometimes rigid uninspired attempts at erotic vocalizations.
    • Conduct is excellent, shows enthusiasm and determination to learn. Excellent candidate for deep, full use.
D3 Training Strategies

Formative Assessments
The most important single factor influencing learning is what the learner already knows. Ascertain this and teach accordingly.

Pain 202, Clinical To Ritual
Review previous lessons and confirm most useful techniques:

  • The Cup of Pain
  • Steering pain energy to body parts

Instructional Component

  • Corporal implements with guided instruction in technique
  • Focus on breathing – the gatherer of pain
  • visualization as heat, light and color
  • applied: generalization, superficializing, radiation

Application:

  • Princess Donna applies unrelenting sadistic stimulus
  • heavy single tail spank
  • cat o nine tails
  • repeated cattle prod
  • hard vulva bashing

Evaluation:

  • Subject maintains composure and displays a talent for learning and a presence of will that appears to keep her ‘in the scene’ mentally. Occasional lapses in response time and breaks in form exist. Recommend allowing it due to cognitive load.
  • Rating: 4/5
  • Note: She is sustaining heavy marking and showing signs of fatigue.

Reinforcement

  • apply positive reinforcers; clit vibration
  • put her girl mouth to work on servicing Donna’s pussy to orgasm

Homework

  • Freud’s theory of Ego, Id and Super-ego







Trainer’s Report
Mid-Term Slave Review

Subject Id: #208
Session Id: #5360

Pain Management 101

  • Subject shows a talent. Recommend focus in this area to explore deeper masochism. Strategies to date incorporate the assumption that pain is energy and can be identified and manipulated through conscious controls:
    • Identify rhythm in the strikes
    • synchronize breathing patterns tot his rhythm
    • use breathing to capture the pain
    • apply visualization and concentration to ‘own the pain’
    • control and steer the flow of energy

Self Expression

  • Narrative Visualization techniques are applied in an attempt to break the cycle of repressed verbal behaviors, esp. sexual.
  • The addition of a blindfold increases positive response.
  • Stimulus, electricity and verbal guidance further contribute to develoment.

Voice Controls

  • Diction and grammar are good, making the subject a good candidate for speech and voice training.
    • Think Before You Speak
    • Pause for a Beat:

    Mid Term Assessments

    • Self social Identity (how she sees herself in this world):
    • Service babe woman – what percentage of the time is she enjoy this?
    • Feels she needs more patience
    • Attracted to – knowledge, confidence, strictness, kindness
    • Depth – claims to not have been past anger in BDSM
    • Difficult letting go to express herself results in sometimes rigid uninspired attempts at erotic vocalizations.
    • Conduct is excellent, shows enthusiasm and determination to learn. Excellent candidate for deep, full use.
D3 Training Strategies

Formative Assessments
The most important single factor influencing learning is what the learner already knows. Ascertain this and teach accordingly.

Pain 202, Clinical To Ritual
Review previous lessons and confirm most useful techniques:

  • The Cup of Pain
  • Steering pain energy to body parts

Instructional Component

  • Corporal implements with guided instruction in technique
  • Focus on breathing – the gatherer of pain
  • visualization as heat, light and color
  • applied: generalization, superficializing, radiation

Application:

  • Princess Donna applies unrelenting sadistic stimulus
  • heavy single tail whip
  • cat o nine tails
  • repeated cattle prod
  • hard vagina slapping

Evaluation:

  • Subject maintains composure and displays a talent for learning and a presence of will that appears to keep her ‘in the scene’ mentally. Occasional lapses in response time and breaks in form exist. Recommend allowing it due to cognitive load.
  • Rating: 4/5
  • Note: She is sustaining heavy marking and showing signs of fatigue.

Reinforcement

  • apply positive reinforcers; clit vibration
  • put her bitch mouth to work on servicing Donna’s cunt to orgasm

Homework

  • Freud’s theory of Ego, Id and Super-ego







Trainer’s Report
Subject Id: 178
Session Id: 5363

Goals

  • Squat and recite the goals:
  • Identity and Pain

Rules

  • 1. Sir, thank you Sir.
  • 2. Control nervous laughter
  • 3. Climax ONLY when in pain
  • 4. Head and eye alignment

Conduct Rating: +3 Demerits

How To Punish

  • subject understands that the implement is less important than the intent.
  • cane
  • humiliating face slapping
  • made to stand in high heels

How To Reward

  • Hoods, Breath-play, Orgasms

Fears

  • zippers, clips, clamps

Trainer’s Gambit

  • The first thing is to pay her debt.
  • She owes us for her demerit.
  • Offer a gambit: 5 successful minutes w/ the whip in exchange for for 3 merits.
  • Failure earns her a day of torment.

Core Skills In Pain Management

  • The Training Spank
  • ‘Sir, please hurt me Sir.’

Identify Criterion For Skills Assessment

  • Successful pain management is:
  • Regular Breathing
  • No Sweating
  • Actively participating, Present
  • Progressively take more
  • Failure is:
  • Not actively engaged
  • Non-responsive
Psychological Elements

Hypothesis

  • Old associations of submission with a meek, weaker former self block current reaches into slavehood, manifesting as symptoms of reactance and frustration and causing a confusing inner contest.
  • Reactance: ‘an emotional reaction in direct contradiction to rules or regulations that threaten or eliminate specific behavioral freedoms.’
  • Is it possible that the decision to relinquish one’s authority can be considered a ‘free behavior’?

Psych Assessment

  • Who is she and what is she good for?
  • (given in her order, under duress)
  • taking pain
  • sucking cock
  • bumping
  • taking orders
  • cleaning up mess
  • to look at
  • enduring

Sucking

  • Cannot keep hands off the cock
  • Adequate technique, tight lips

Masturbation

  • Bound in painful position
  • Ordered to masturbate
  • Suffers beautifully

Fucking

  • Shaved cunt
  • Tight and responsive
  • Slow to climax
  • Takes a hard poundng well

Homework

  • Proprioception: definition
  • Gayle Rubins: bio
  • Paul Gebhard (1969)







Trainer’s Report
Subject Id: 178
Session Id: 5363

Goals

  • Squat and recite the goals:
  • Identity and Pain

Rules

  • 1. Sir, thank you Sir.
  • 2. Control nervous laughter
  • 3. Orgasm ONLY when in pain
  • 4. Head and eye alignment

Conduct Rating: +3 Demerits

How To Punish

  • subject understands that the implement is less important than the intent.
  • cane
  • humiliating face slapping
  • made to stand in high heels

How To Reward

  • Hoods, Breath-play, Orgasms

Fears

  • zippers, clips, clamps

Trainer’s Gambit

  • The first thing is to pay her debt.
  • She owes us for her demerit.
  • Offer a gambit: 5 successful minutes w/ the whip in exchange for for 3 merits.
  • Failure earns her a day of punishment.

Core Skills In Pain Management

  • The Training Spank
  • ‘Sir, please hurt me Sir.’

Identify Criterion For Skills Assessment

  • Successful pain management is:
  • Regular Breathing
  • No Sweating
  • Actively participating, Present
  • Progressively take more
  • Failure is:
  • Not actively engaged
  • Non-responsive
Psychological Elements

Hypothesis

  • Old associations of submission with a meek, weaker former self block current reaches into slavehood, manifesting as symptoms of reactance and frustration and causing a confusing inner contest.
  • Reactance: ‘an emotional reaction in direct contradiction to rules or regulations that threaten or eliminate specific behavioral freedoms.’
  • Is it possible that the decision to relinquish one’s authority can be considered a ‘free behavior’?

Psych Assessment

  • Who is she and what is she good for?
  • (given in her order, under duress)
  • taking pain
  • sucking cock
  • bumping
  • taking orders
  • cleaning up mess
  • to look at
  • enduring

Sucking

  • Cannot keep hands off the cock
  • Adequate technique, tight lips

Masturbation

  • Bound in painful position
  • Ordered to masturbate
  • Suffers beautifully

Bumping

  • Shaved pussy
  • Tight and responsive
  • Slow to climax
  • Takes a hard poundng well

Homework

  • Proprioception: definition
  • Gayle Rubins: bio
  • Paul Gebhard (1969)







Training Profile

Subject Id: #027
Session Id: #5723

Stats

  • Age: 25
  • From: originally, SoCal
  • Breats: real
  • Sexual Bias: none

History

  • 2 – 3 years exp., started with rough sex, loved it, and actively pursued the lifestyle
  • heavy experience w/ masochism
  • ‘…it’s a lifestyle.’

Likes

  • suspensions
  • flogging, esp. on back
  • choking, hair pulling
  • being roughed up
  • bondage
  • fisting
  • new and interesting toys and possibilities that come from shooting at Kink

Dislikes

  • the cane: ‘I don’t enjoy it very much at all…one of my least favorite things…’

Limits

  • Repeated and extensive use of canes
  • Blindfolding
  • Cattle prod
Fears

  • Loosing control
  • Pain that she cannot handle
  • Failure

Issues

  • Control freak, hard time letting go
  • Has preached a plateau and cannot get past ‘rage’ in her BDSM

Pain Management

  • High pain threshold
  • Loves to push herself
  • May ‘zone out’

Sexuality

  • open about her sexuality
  • clearly likes it
  • orgasms easily in many different ways
  • appears sincere

Orgasm

  • sensitive to g spot play
  • penetration likely good
  • squirter

Quotes

  • ‘..using pain as a tool doesn’t work effectively to help me develop..’
  • ‘cuming fells really good … then (the pain) cuts right down the middle with something that hurts so much that when you go back to how good it feels orgasming, its 10 times as good.’
  • ‘I enjoy to push myself’







Training Profile

Subject Id: #027
Session Id: #5723

Stats

  • Age: 25
  • From: originally, SoCal
  • Breats: real
  • Sexual Bias: none

History

  • 2 – 3 years exp., started with rough sex, loved it, and actively pursued the lifestyle
  • heavy experience w/ masochism
  • ‘…it’s a lifestyle.’

Likes

  • suspensions
  • flogging, esp. on back
  • choking, hair pulling
  • being roughed up
  • bondage
  • fisting
  • new and interesting toys and possibilities that come from shooting at Kink

Dislikes

  • the cane: ‘I don’t love it very much at all…one of my least favorite things…’

Limits

  • Repeated and extensive use of canes
  • Blindfolding
  • Cattle prod
Fears

  • Loosing control
  • Pain that she cannot handle
  • Failure

Issues

  • Control freak, hard time letting go
  • Has preached a plateau and cannot get past ‘rage’ in her BDSM

Pain Management

  • High pain threshold
  • Loves to push herself
  • May ‘zone out’

Sexuality

  • open about her sexuality
  • clearly loves it
  • orgasms easily in many different ways
  • appears sincere

Orgasm

  • sensitive to g spot play
  • penetration likely good
  • squirter

Quotes

  • ‘..using pain as a tool doesn’t work effectively to help me develop..’
  • ‘cuming fells really good … then (the pain) cuts right down the middle with something that hurts so much that when you go back to how good it feels orgasming, its 10 times as good.’
  • ‘I love to push myself’